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29 May 2005 @ 02:00 am
There is no remainder in the mathematics of infinity  
the man im going to marry called again today. he left a message. in response to a message i had left him at al's and vic's mind you, some ninety-second tirade about the camper van beethoven show tomorrow night at the otherside *gag* and ending no doubt, with some kind of feeble "i love you, call me soon." or at least something vaguely resembling, im sure. the oddest thing is... he probably picked up on it. late night musings about a settled life and career for the first time in fucking ever, or actually, fucking ever, as it were. my own private cowboy seems to have finally lost his drive to keep moving, and other things have caused his gaze to settle on something other than ambiguity for a while.

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what if i never get a good job, at a respectable educational institution, in a desirable, adventure-condusive location? will you love me enough to let me wisk you away to far awaylands? like minot?

whatever though, if i dont do something proactive, starting fucking NOW, i may not ever get the chance to know the answer to those questions. FUCKING PRACTICE ERIN!!! and then go for a run, a hike, a swim, SOMETHING! its not enough to know that this isnt enough. *stepping out of motivational speaker costume* whoa there cowgirl, LJ is no place for that kinda talk.

thank you, goodnight
goooey on May 30th, 2005 01:42 am (UTC)

Campus Rec's summer hours are Monday-Friday: 6am - 8pm, Weekends & Holidays: 9am - 2pm.
Its "free" for us because we're in summer school.
We should go.

Packing is a bitch.