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26 June 2005 @ 02:36 am
like deja vu... all over again  

If I were a Dead Russian Composer, I would be Igor Stravinsky.

Known as a true son of the new 20th Century, my music started out melodic and folky but slowly got more dissonant and bizzare as I aged. I am a traveler and a neat freak, and very much hated those rotten eggs thrown at me after the premiere of "The Rite of Spring."

Who would you be? Dead Russian Composer Personality Test

... which is soooo odd because my very first stab at the old "love is" generator told me that stravinsky is love. it is... as long as its not its later "i-wanna-be-like-schoenberg-now-that-hes-dead" stravinsky. no good. in memoriam dylan thomas? about my least favorite piece in the history of ever. serialism looks good on only a few people...

so the wedding i played at? made me realize once again how much i really hate weddings. lets spend a ton of money on lies why dont we... so silly. if i dare ever do get married i want it to be to someone whom i will undoubtedly really spend the rest of my life with, and in a gutter or alley. the less perfect the wedding, the better the marriage? i dunno... i just learned that from a sex and the city episode. i wouldnt feel so funny about love and marriage maybe, if i wasnt given the perfect model of marriage. how can i ever find that? sometimes i feel guilty as all hell for NOT having found the love of my life earlier... or ever as it may turn out. isnt that silly?

tonight would have been alot cooler if i hadnt have been ditched. the after hours part scene? soooo tired and im so over it. unless you can get me to a party at 2 am with smart functional interesting people...dont fucking bother, seriously. I think the problem may be that i get super introspective and thoughtful when inebriated, which is ten fold more than i can say for my peers... poor wretches. seriously, fuck dumb people.
Current Mood: drunkdrunk
Current Music: rach prelude g min, for sentimental reasons :(